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9:26 pm
Sunday, November 29, 2009
MYOB!
i totally dun understand, why must all of you be involved in our lives. its us who shld be bothered by it, not all of you. mind your own business, kids.
9:18 pm
angered
i totally cant stand it when you start spouting nonsense to everyone. totally disgusted by you. bet you are just jealous of us or you are filled with hatred or smth. which i think is totally unnecessary. so shut your mouth up, and stop spreading rumours and bullshit. and by the way, you have no rights to do that, and i can sue you in court for that.
10:52 pm
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
cheerrrr up!
hope it reminds you of me!hahaha
11:10 pm
Sunday, November 22, 2009
im beginning to hate you more and more each day. and im serious about it. get out of my sight, get out of my life! get out of the life of the ppl ard me! cuz u totally disgust me.
Tonight I remember the times we spent together All those drives, we had a million questions All about our lives And when we got to New York everything felt right I wish you were here with me, Tonight
I remember the days we spent together, were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming Except we always woke up, Never thought not having you here now Would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
I remember the time you told me About when you were eight And all those things you said that night That just couldn't wait I remember the car you were last seen in And the games we would play All the times we spilled our coffees And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me About your Jesus, and how not to look back Even if no one believes us When it hurts so bad, sometimes Not having you here
I sing Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
I sing Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
12:02 pm
Saturday, November 21, 2009
nobody understands you;
siying request for me to blog cuz i haven blog for ages, and i already wanted to do so too so here goes.
so recently i went for this camp, and its probably one of the suckiest camp i ever been to. :S why so? cuz i think the ppl in the camp made it so. /: opps, sorry to say this but i really think so. prob this post will really offend many but well, i am not really bothered abt it. just dun read it cuz i nver ever intended for you to read it. oh well, im really glad its over, at least i know and is glad that all these have come to an end temporaily. im glad you are out of this sucky environment for the time being. -----------------------------------------------------
but there's smth that i must complain abt. HAHA but there's prob no one who wants to listen to it nor believes): nvm, just for me to vent my anger(: i am seriously so pissed and upset with you. if you think that its her fault, its her forcing them to do all the punishments, let me tell you, i totally do not think so. well, though i didnt have a chance to stand up for whatever that has happened, but if you ever read this, know this, in my opinion, she isnt wrong at all, but that its you in the wrong. i wonder who were the ones happily saying that the more the merrier, give them more punishments. how full of love and care to them were you in when you made that statement and comment. even someone as heartless as me did not have that thought crossing my mind. and i really wonder who are the truly heartless and selfish ones who only wants to inflict the hurt and pain unto them and trying to run away and escape from all the sufferings and punishments by pushing all the blame unto her. even they think and know that they ought to be punished for their mistakes, and are willing to accept the punishments, what makes you think that their fault and mistakes made was not in anyway due to your incapability to lead them well. and you only know how to hide all your unwillingness to do the punishments with them by blaming her, scolding her, insulting her. i think that she was totally reasonable and just to ask you to endure thru the punishment session with them. she just wants to be fair to them, she rebutted and said that its not too much, and you can do it too just to encourage you to press on and endure. but YOU do not even understand her at all. and all that YOU did was to hurt her by saying that she is heartless. you made yourself sound so loving that she is forcing them and inflicting all the pain unto them by making them do so much punishment in 1 round. but in my opinion, you are either worrying too much cuz they can handle way much more than that and are even willing to complete all the punishments or that you are just unwilling and selfishly trying to slack so that you dun have to do so much punishments urself.
let me share smth, someone who scolds the unit like crazy in the past told me that she doesnt scold any of them anymore bcuz she feels that she dun have any sense of belonging to the unit like how she does anymore,and not cuz she feels that the person shld not be scolded. and you, all you wanted to do is to be the angel infront of everyone, all you wanted to do is to gain popularity, all you know what to do is to ask her to do all the scolding, ask her to pump the cadets,so that she will be the devil infront of everyone, causing everyone to hate her. in my opinion, i think that you are totally selfish, cuz you nver thought for them, but only for yourself. i totally despise you. ---------------------------------------------------------
cheer up girl!(: even if the entire world choose not to understand of believe you, i know what you did was right, and i know all that you have done was not because you were heartless, because if you were, you wld not have cried after punishing someone cuz you feel bad and sad for them. some ppl are just not worth your tears, dun worry you will always have your family, classmates, myself here for you! (: and mostly importantly, He understands that you did it all with good intentions. nver heartless!(: anw, really sorry to get you into any trouble):
11:02 pm
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Updated.
Happy Birthday Siying!(: hope you like your birthday present and enjoyed your birthday! Love you! <3