2:07 pm
Monday, September 28, 2009
if only i can understand you abit more;
change my heart oh God,
make it ever true
change my heart oh God,
may i be like you.
10:43 pm
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
desperate
Im Afraid. I am.
God where are you when Im trapped in the midst of these giants?
I'm losing sight of you. Are you hearing us from heaven?
God, would you speak to us? reveal your plans to us.
We need to hear from you badly. We need you to lead us on in this dark and narrow road ahead.
12:13 pm
Saturday, September 12, 2009
fear
and you came ytd, straight into my thoughts in my head.
when i stood at the same position as i did almost 3 weeks ago.
and then i know, that im avoiding it.
God, im sorry for my disbelief and disobedience each day.
please shower double portion of blessing on mummy.
12:32 am
Saturday, September 05, 2009
praise you in this storm
I was sure by now,God that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.
Chorus:
And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away
And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
to everyone who is concerned:
guess i haven been blogging for really long, and its time to update.
guess im coping well with everything on the surface right now, with the help of many around me.
anw heard from many that i wanted to be discreet abt this, but well not really true. im pretty alright should you want to know abt it. so you can always talk to me online, give me a call, sms me etc abt it.yeap, thanks to the many who came or showed concern to my family and self. we really appreciate all the prayers,comfort,encouragement and help provided through this period of grief.
on a side note,
this was the song that stayed through my head over that 3 nights,
when the rain poured so heavily, and when it was so cold that chills down your spine. haha
decided to post it here.
hope you are doing well daddy, i miss you.
you will always be in my heart. <3