10:47 pm
Friday, July 24, 2009
Im feeling so useless and helpless. it hurts me so much, and yet feels totally useless in helping you. God, would you please hear my cry and prayer, reveal yourself in the midst of us. would you please draw near to us when we are weak and weary. only you Lord can filled your presence here, only you Lord can we encounter. God, annoint us with your Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit come, come and live with us. and would you Lord, please keep your child close to you. We need your presence, have mercy on us. May your love, joy, hope, peace and grace prevails.
Amen.
10:44 pm
I cant see what im typing!! ): my blogger isnt working properly ):
help me find new blogskinnnnnnn.
11:01 pm
Friday, July 17, 2009
Updates of my life
so much has changed just over the past few weeks.
many decisions made.
1. starting part-time work at MM
2. applying for SIM
3. stepping up in the youth comm
4. starting driving lessons
lets hope everything will be good, and leads to a more fruitful lifestyle.
1:38 pm
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Random
All the best and good luck to myself for 430pm later! :S
Hope i pass!!!!!! (: lol
3:58 pm
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
rainy day
nobody will truly understands.
the condition of this heart.
anw, just cant figure out how to make the tabs work. so shall reply the tags here as well, before i get them fixed.
xiner; thanks for updating me(: im glad to know u are feeling better now. sorry didnt managed to follow up with you on ur fever and all. sorry im quite a failure. haha
lorry; yup updated. though there is nth to read here actually.
till this heart is right again;
2:07 pm
feels like giving up;
seems like only you ppl keeps the blog going cuz i really dun have the urge to blog.
life been screwed.
so much stuck in the head, yet nth gets transmitted out into words/actions.
The thought of going for job interview till now isnt done.
The thought of choosing the uni degree isnt done yet.
what more the application, asking for money for the course etc.
The thought of youth sun is coming and means much more to do, but im not even preparing myself for it.
Driving test in 2 days time and im not even studying.
shit, im such a procrastinator.
im living such a meaningless life right now.
freak.
what the hell is wrong with me.
come on man, get a life!
sorry, cant help it to make the blog anyway more interesting.
cuz im naturally boring.
1:17 am
Thursday, July 02, 2009
H1N1!
anw shall blog and do a recount.
today is 1st! and i went out for breakfast with ruiting, yejing and ee suan.
we had prata for breakfast! (: but actually i wanted more food but i alrdy ate the most!
wahaha, its okay save money. lol.
take care yea xiner! hope you will get well soon.
i will pray for youu, but do visit the doctor alrights!
everything is freaking me out!
only after today that i found out that rt had H1N1!
i was totally shocked when i heard it, though it wasnt written on my face. hahahaha
its like so many thoughts going thru my mind at that spilt sec. woahhhh.
and i have the weirdest sunburn ever!
cuz they itch like crazy! :(
like millions of ants crawling on you, yet u cannot do anything abt it.
and now seems like its growing bumps D:
im freaking outttttttt. ):
i suspected that i actually had a sunburn blister on my body! :S
shit, everything is freaking me out. sigh