11:44 pm
Monday, April 27, 2009
In Psalms 37, it says,
Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him
Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him
Wait for the LORD and keep his way. He will exalt you to inherit the land;
Teach me O God, to trust in You.
Be silent and still, as I wait for You.
Commit and surrender all to Your way.
Do not fret or worry, its all in Your hands.
12:38 pm
Friday, April 24, 2009
230409 :S
ytd was such a scary day. lol
firstly, i tot i need to attend the conference only!!
but, my friend called to say that i need to present at 11am when the actual thing is at 2pm?!?!?!
abit 太看得起我 or 要我死得很难看
so scary please. like wun the pro-s out there know i wasnt prepared?! tsk
then after tt first attack, comes the next one.
PRESS INTERVIEW with st and zb.
woah, they seriously are out to dig info man.
i receive millions of calls after the interview okay!
scary man.
lastly, this incident shall not be blogged. haha cuz its the most disgusting and weirdest. :S
and i told those esplanade max brenner outing peeps i wun blog abt it.
yucks, just beware of weird ppl.
i received a sms from evm today! she said she saw me on newspaper. hahaha
okay shall go buy the newspapers and see what those reporters wrote hee.
10:31 pm
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Get out of my life!
Haven blogged since a long time.
duno what am i really busy with actually,
totally lost in nothing. hah.
i missed out my birthday, missed out quek's birthday,
missed outing with frellies, missed outing with maddy's batch,
missed outing with quek and filza, missed the happy days.
and now im back to complain abt smth that i really am fustrated and detest of.
poor blog, seems like nth good actually comes from me when i visit u.
seriously, im so pissed and better not let me know who is the - who actually spread rubbish abt me!! irritating. :@ :@ :@
sorry readers, you got to suffer to read my rants now.
JUST YESTERDAY, hb smsed me.
(sorry to disclosed the content of the sms here)
HB: Ma'am! Why you want to know the information?
ME: huh? what information?
HB: About the sec 2s?
ME: huh? im lost. what sec 2 info? who say i want to know?
-NO REPLY till 30 mins later-
HB: Sorry. I think i made a mistake
ME: Okay.
Im so pissed bcuz I duno which - is spreading bullshit about me when HELLO?! i am totally so not related in this entire picture?!?! I totally dun understand why must EVERYONE drag me into STUPID and IRRITATING things that I seriously am NOT interested in. Whoever you are, spreading rubbish abt me to hb, you shld STOP doing it. and guess whats the dumbest thing, i totally have NO IDEA what the - is going on?!?!?! and NOBODY ever bothers to answer my doubts. come on, get a life! IF you ppl always want to get me involved, at least let me know what the - is going on, so i can still make a choice to PLAY ON WITH YOU PPL OR SMTH, CUZ THAT SEEMS LIKE WHAT YOU PPL WISH FOR! I think i totally have the rights to know what is going on that is ABOUT ME.
let me make myself clear, I AM SO NOT INTERESTED IN ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH RC ANYMORE BECAUSE OF YOU PPL, YES YOU. IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING, ITS YOU PPL WHO MADE ME HATE EVERYTHING SO MUCH. PLEASE LET ME LEAVE WITH GOOD MEMORIES AND DO NOT GET ME ON MY NERVES AGAIN ABT RETARDED THINGS!
lastly, let me make myself clear again. I HATE/DISLIKE IT WHEN U ASK ME QNS OR ANY INFO ABT ME AND WHEN I WANT TO CLARIFY WHATS THE NEED FOR YOU PPL TO KNOW, I GET NO REPLY AND TOTALLY BEING IGNORED. PLEASE FOR THE FACT THAT I REPLY ANYTHING YOU PPL ASKED ME, I DUN HOLD BACK ON TELLING YOU ANYTHING THAT I KNOW, IT MEANS I RESPECT THE FRIENDSHIP THAT WE ALL SHARED. PLEASE STOP ABUSING IT, I HAVE THE RIGHTS TO KNOW WHY DO YOU PPL NEED THE INFO ABT ME WHEN IM DO NOT HAVE ANY RELATIONS WITH YOU PPL ANYMORE. I HOPE IM MAKING MYSELF VERY CLEAR RIGHT NOW.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
2:42 am
Friday, April 03, 2009
a broken promise;a lifetime glory
its 3rd april now.
time really flies.
im so contridicting.
i kinda do not wish for sat to come.
yet i want it to come too.
sigh im weird.