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6:21 pm

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

will my wish come true?

haha its 6:21pm now in Spore,
9:21pm now in Sydney!
haha and im talking to Ruiting now!
haven done that in ages
was just talking abt church and all..
and now i have a new wish! lol
ruiting's looking for a church in Spore that she can attend on days she is back.
yjing once told me that she is thinking of changing church cuz hers is way too far.
and since like duno when i always hope for someone to come back,
hahahahaha.

won't it be great/cool if they can all come tgt? hahahahaha.
okay im being really random now, but haha.
new wish for my bday then. lol.

2:07 am

Saturday, March 21, 2009

interesting discovery. hahaha

was kinda bored and wanted to know more about myself so went to look for things to quiz myself hahahaha.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
i think i really thinks this way.interesting how they actually finds out this. haha

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
well, haven gotten into a relationship before, so not too sure of its accuracy, but i guess i really do anything and everything.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
isit? haha then why i haven gotten into one? hmmmmm... maybe i haven met one that i think is right bah.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
hahaha this i cant testify for it too. heh we will see again ;D

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
YES! probably its due to my upbringing bah. but i cant get in, how to study hard D:

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
maybe bah, cuz im quite confused abt what i really want to do in the future.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
actually i dun think career is success, but hmm, we will see how this works out too.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
yea this is again quite true i guess.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
HAHA so i DO have mood swings! quite true actually tt my mood change very quickly, but i cant be still and calm for long, this is not very very accurate.but sure, im very unpredictable really. beware of me!hahaha

RANDOM: im so hungry nowwwww D: -growls-

2:42 pm

Friday, March 20, 2009

i missyouall.

had dinner with yjing ytd,

glad tt i managed to catch up with her(:

anw, after ytd i must say.

i miss all of you much.

silica,jing,linda,zel,xiner,pek,shah,bern,dg,subha,sankari and nan

let the picture that speaks a thousand words, do the talking.

and thanks pling for what you said to me today.
it really warms my heart(:

afterall,i feel that i have been so blessed.

cuz you all loved me way much more than i can ever comprehend.

and not forgetting,plus you! haha no pics to post but yup, yes you(:

7:45 pm

Sunday, March 15, 2009

happy surprises!

i like surprises, cuz they makes me happy! hahahha

you know something, joanne?
haha. i think i thinkkk...
that someone actually visits my blog quite frequently(:
hmmm, hahah. its just a guess but..
im happy to know that you do read my blog!
lol, cuz it means that im still remembered!;D

hahahaha alrights, since so..
i shall make my birthday wishlist early ;P
1. I hope that YOU-s will come for my baptism on 4th April(:
(hahaha, i haven send out my invitations yet only verbally to some so be patient peeps)
thats probably my only pre-birthday wish left.
yupp! take care all readers of this blog (:
if you are sick like me, get well soon alrights!

11:05 pm

Monday, March 09, 2009

i hate you, life

i hate my life.
i hate it.
why must i be compared?
why must you people place expectations on me?
why cant i have some freedom?
i hate it.

i cant choose to be happy.
i cant choose to be sad.
i cant choose the things i want to do.
i cant choose how i feel?!?!
i cant choose how i treat others without being compared.
i cant choose anything in my life.

I HATE LIFE.

5:25 pm

when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

you really dun have any confidence of your future.
you know the only chance of getting in is God's grace.
yet you told everyone that the only way is to trust in Him and pray hard.
yet you done nothing. whats with you.
you know you really duno what to do.
you feel like the whole world is staring at you.
you feel that your parents have to suffer cause of you.
you feel that you dun have a choice.
you feel that you are forced to do things that you have dun like or dun want to do.
you know that Satan is at work.
you said that everyone is inward and not outward looking.
so whats the diff btw you and others now?
no diff.
you know that you must snap out of it since its all just a trap.
come on.

right back what is wrong
we move along

11:48 pm

Thursday, March 05, 2009

pardon me for my lagness.
internet was down thanks to a thunderstorm that night. haha
but now its back! :D

wanted to blog the other day,
and apparently everything that i typed is saved in the laptop.
so i shall do a quick summary:
-i have finally graduated! :D
-i am attending baptism class, and the coolest thing is... Baptism is onnnn 4thApr! heehee
-i seriously need to slack while i can before going to help my parents and find a part time job
-my dad is going to get a car soon i hope! hahahaha.
-im going to learn how to driveeeee! vrrroooommm. hahaha
-im so cashless ):
-i need to pray really hard for my future, and trust God cuz He knows whats best for me
-i watched marley and me today.haha, probably other than marley, i didnt really felt that it was a very great show opps :X hahaha
-i want to watch role model and watch man.
-im going to fetch my bro at pasir ris tmr!
-brother's pop is coming!
-i miss you and you esp today

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
hope you had a great day! ;D