1:37 pm
Monday, February 23, 2009
Raining day.
BROKEN PROMISESits been 10 days? haha.
since you last talked to me, and probably thats the last day in my life too?
as i was walking along the train stations ytd,
and see those notices of missing people in our midst.
i start thinking that their family members, friends and loved ones will be so upset.
i start to think and wonder,
i rather choose to think or believe,
that you are lost forever,
at least i can still miss you or smth, which i cant now.
self deluding that prob you will think of me? hah quite dumb.
but often i think that,
its better that im lost forever,
so that at least you wld think of me at times! haha
or mayb if im dead,
at least i will cross your mind once a year? on my death anniversary or smth. hahaha :x
or mayb if i met with some accident,
probably you wld visit me?
(which honestly, i doubt you wld anymore) dun worry peeps, just some thoughts thats all.
red cliff.fullerton.underwater world.hort park.cable car.camden park.cold rock.southern ridges of Singapore.australia.great barrier reef.bolt.
HERE I COME not--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
YOU KNOW ME INSIDE OUTsorry to make you feel like a replacement.
thanks for your honesty.
to you, its standing in for others till i feel better
but to me, its only when someone is willing to sacrifice and spend time with you through the down times, then this friend is really someone thats a bonus from God.
and each time when i ask where are you now,
its cuz i know that only you care, and if only you were here right now.
that during my down times, my first thought is always you.
which means alot to me.
sorry that im quite useless, that when u are upset,
i wasnt even there. i didnt treat you as shit or anything.
i didnt think that your presence is not impt.
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Daddy, i need to hear you desperately.
open my ears and heart to hear you.
Increase my trust and faith in you,
cause I think im losing them soon
cause I dont seem to hear anything from you.There can be miracles, when you believeThough hope is frail, it's hard to killWho knows what miracles you can achieveWhen you believe, somehow you willYou will when you believe
