3:50 am
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
fool or foolish?
its 3:51am, and i have not completed studying ):
so well done.
my 'tap' just cant stop running D:
and i feel like puking again.
i seriously think that I cant make it through for these few papers
im afraid i will just puke on my papers and destroy them during the exams.
headache, drowsy,block nose, running tap, coughs.
argh, its causing me so much difficulty to stay focus. ):
what more when i start to imagine things.
what more when i start to think about things that cant be solved.
i know im wasting my time and energy.
i know im not prioritising my time well now.
despite how much - wants to draw ties with me,
im still stupidly hoping that - will pay some attention to what i want to say.
i start to feel like a fool when i know I dun really matter at all.
Daddy, help me through my papers.
Be my strength and my portion.
Grant me wisdom as I sit for my papers,
grant me courage to face the reality.
I pray that it is well, with her soul.
that is all that i ask for.
