The sun cannot compare The glory of Your love There is no shadow in Your presence No mortal man would dare To stand before Your throne Before the Holy One of heaven It's only by your blood And its only by your mercy Lord, I come
(Chorus) I bring an offering Of worship to my King No one on earth deserves The praises that I sing Jesus may you receive The honor that You're due O Lord, I bring an offering to you I bring an offering to you
11:10 pm
Sunday, November 16, 2008
i feel betrayed by you.
:'( my heart is aching. really aching.
cuz i really trust you.
11:40 pm
Thursday, November 13, 2008
i am so pissed with you.
i know that when A and B started to complain abt C and D infront of me. i really feel so uncomfortable and kept real quiet cuz i dunwan to be involved.
but I didnt expressed that I dunwan to be involved in your entire conversation. neither did i expressed that you all shld not be gossiping behind others back. and thru this all,
i grew to get really pissed with you two. cuz i feel that you didnt placed yourself into the shoes of the other two. rah.
but thats all that sound so nice. arnt i like u two now? being pissed with ms. A and B not forgiving your act to C and D. whats with me afterall.
i am pissed with myself.
Father, forgive me. Teach me how to forgive others like how you forgive me.
12:37 am
and i miss you so.
haha i kinda realised that i seem to always mention you in my post.
anw, you ran thru my mind today again. haha, guess its really very tiring for you since its quite frequent. HAHA though its been some time since you went for a 'run'
to think that i even tot i was dreaming. hahaha whats hope? but you said that some things just cant return back to its best state.
well im reading a book recently, i guess its only till now. that i realised that i have nver let it go. till the day i learn to do so, i will smile widely infront of you, and i will declare, that i have let the past go.
Wishing you all the best and filled with blessings. Father, help me to lay it all down at your feet. Cuz the burden is too heavy for me. And its time to let go. Teach me, help me, rescue me. i really miss you so.
9:34 pm
Saturday, November 01, 2008
my conclusion of the day.
why are blogs such sad places to visit? ha ha.
reading blogs makes ppl more emo. and when ppl have nth much to blog abt, they squeeze their minds to think of emo things to blog abt. ha.
anw, i need to let this out. if not i know i will be even more unhappy. dun need to guess who im refering to, cuz none of you who visit this place will know who im referring to. you is a good word to replace things now, so dun think too much readers:)
can you stop irritating me? seriously, do you know that i am so not keen in talking to you each time you talk to me? im sorry if this sounds mean but i seriously want to say this to you, becuz i dun like grey. i hate it. stop being so gross, or whatever word to replace your actions. i really feel so uncomfortable when you are ard. so please please stop. if you can read from the way i reply you, and that i have been avoiding you, really hope you can wake up one day. sigh
and next, you. from the very first day that i know you till now, if you nv realised. let me say now that i have been very clear on my stand. so please do not try to cross the boundaries thank you. i am really very sick and tired of so many of yous and all your actions. i will burst one day, please do not try my limits.
another, you. though i always treated you well as a fren, but im am so sorry. i am not looking for the things that you are looking at. and if you dun get my hint, then i duno what i can say to you. i just hope that you wun end up like the other 2 yous that i mentioned. why cant you all think more normally. sigh.
and you, though you have not been irritating me these days, and not bothering me much nowadays. i hope that you will learn to stop telling me about the things which i am not interested to know abt. just remain as what it is and dun think too much, dun think too far. grow up okay.
finally, you. hope you can learn to be more mature in your thinking. things wun always go the way you want them to be. and when it doesnt, learn to accept it. that's life. the world wun revolve ard you, not everyone is there for you to order ard. dun act like a spoilt brat. get a life. thanks.