2:34 am
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Rahhh
so much of saying im fine now......
haha TSK!
just visited some blogs,
looking at some photos.
memories are all rushing back again.
you know,
i really miss so many of you.
so many of you.
esp when i dun even get to hear from you all, no longer.
i miss you all so much!! )':
too many to name..
safaxuelixineryuhuaserenadianajoycevernajazshanfarhanimoniveronruitingyejinghazelbenghui
jiawenliyueweiyoungrebeccasarahdorcasdaniellecalebyvettehaslindabernhasinashaheileen
eugenebenjamincheryljiawenpeiwenpeiminfionafawnenochfiontseminhuizhenyiwennicholas
yanghaoyeowshengraymondaaronchaneldebbieenshaoyurongjiayeehidayatjoshuapamelashanenli
alinafilzayingqiaudreyfanghuijianmingmichelleyuchingdoraxuemeishernbevrachelamyjannizajiaensigh im so afraid that one day, i will forgot all of you.
and you will forget me.
and we wun cross each other's path again.
2:02 am
Vvvroooooommmmmmmm.....
Anw, some updates! :D
i was involved in the recent Singapore Formula 1 night race! :)
whoooo! haha its really a fun and great experience
getting to see the race cars, hearing the sound of the engines was great!
haha and i got to know many new frens!
a side note: i always tot its very hard for me to find much Christians around
esp when it comes to the hospitality industry and all.
but guess what!! :D
i made 3 new frens whom are all fellow brudders in Christ! hahaha :D:D
interesting interesting!
made me more hopeful and glad to know that there are a rather BIG group of us ard
and that many fellow bros and sis out there are doing their part for God! :D:D:D
hahaha and being really randommmm,
GUESS WHAT AGAIN!
its really really hard to find peeps who are basketball lovers like meeee, esp girls.
BUT! i made 5 new frens who are basketball lovers too! COOL COOL! hahahaha
alright! more basketball friends to ask along for games and chill outs tgt in the future!
wheeeee!
though my legs were 'lost' over the 3 days, hahaha (standing for 13 hour plus without sitting down daily) hahaha, but i guess it was really a rewarding experience :)
im sure if i have a chance next year to be part of F1 again, i will ;)
hee.
12:34 pm
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Give me a break.
Turn your eyes upon Jesus,Look full in His wonderful face,And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,In the light of His Glory and Grace.O my soul
Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
It's been told frm the beginning
The Lord your God is on your side
O my soul don't be afraid
Hope in the Lord
By His righteousness and power
He will strengthen
He will guide
And I will soar
On wings like eagles
Held by the hand of God
I will run and not grow tired
When on His name I call
For the Lord is never weary
His ways are beyond my thoughts
I will trust in Him
With all my heart
And I will rest upon His promise
Patiently I'll wait...
11:51 pm
Monday, September 15, 2008
in the end.
today, a day filled with regrets. haha
anw! today, I went to crown centre early in the morning with little slp last night.
though i didnt get to watch it, hearing the music playing feels as if i was right in there.
HAHA!
Im sure YOU can do it! dun worry, full faith in you :D
and went ard to and fro, jurong, outram, cck.
thanks for being patient with me and accompanying me all ard! :)
all the best for all your tests/exams! :D
(if you will ever read these, haha)
but sigh,
IN THE END..
i still didnt have the courage to face you.
i still dun have the courage to face rejection.
i am afraid that my heart cannot take it once again.
haha, after all.
i am still the coww.
C-O-W-A-R-D. lol
happy belated birthday
12:52 am
CAN YOU SEE IT?
my long abandoned blog, lets make things really
RAW &
REAL right now.
I am totally not satisfied with my life.
Where is the
Joy?
Where is the
Hope?
Where is the
Love?
Why do I always have to end up thinking abt the same old issues tat I nver have the courage to solve it! WHY?!
When all the music fades away, when all the lights are dimmed.
What is left behind, hidden from everyone else.
it just cannot be hidden anymore.
Am I really understanding You, feeling You, or I am just deceiving myself?
Why am I leading such an aimless lifestyle?
I HATE IT.