2:04 pm
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
more Godly, or less Godly?
a qn thrown at me last sat.
hah, guess no one knows the answer except myself.
sigh, life has been so tough recently.
not cuz i cant handle all the work load,
but really, i haven gotten much chance to rest and relax.
though i kinda push all the workload away right now,
there seems to be unending workload.
this week has presentations and assignments to complete.
need to clean up the hse for CNY!
guess everywhere is my stuff, thats the really bad thing for being so untidy and messy.
next week is presentation and revision week
cuz right after CNY is exams! ahhhhhhhh ):
i haven studied anything at all. haha
yes, and fdc fdc fdc.
how how how? 2 weeks more.
still got admin work to do.
and the cadets.
though im leaving, but sigh i duno.
and work is starting!
i think im excited, but again
im not prepared!
suddenly feel so not people-oriented.
and so introvert.
and that i dun belong to this industry. hahaha
so how am i going to do it!
sigh, with so much change going on in me.
guess im just tooo complacent to go back to where i started from
hahha. and i dun think im so willing now to start all over from nth.
shucks, pride is creeping in. ):
and with all the blows from everywhere.
guess i really cant relate to anyone.
even close ones feel so.
so what can i actually do?
sigh, practically nothing.
-on a side note, tot of this thing and tot its quite cool.
so anyone knows whats the difference btw the relationship of God and Human?
prob the answer i have to my own qn, haha
God do not NEED us, but He WANTS us.
yet we NEED God, but many DON'T WANT Him. ):
i need to start anew.
Daddy, help me to leave everything at the foot of the cross.and follow you.
1:56 pm
im sorry for the super laziness. hahaha
i shall reply all your tags;
wenfang; -hey! :) don't know if you will be back again, but ya! i haven seen u for such a longg time! anw, thanks for thr magnet! :) help me thank ms tai too! hee. seeyou soon yea!! :D
ser; -hahahaha! actually everyone found their way here themselves, so dun worry! u are not the last! haha. and its being abandoned oso anw, hahah. dun b sad! cheerup!! :D
monica; -heyyyy! i haven seen u for ages ): how have u been? thanks gal! :D remember that when u are sad, dun keep everything to yourself okay!
dajie; -hahaha, this shows that u are popular mah. lol. ehh, too lazy. everytime when i want to blog, the next day i will forget. hahaha!
janniza; HEY! :D how come u oso come here, hee. tot u will nv see that! haha but anw, hope you are doing fine! :D lets go for lunch/dinner one day after church with jia'en!! RAHHH. lol
bertha; -hahaha, i was just too bored and decided to surf around. :)
monica; -heh, u know, i didnt know what was a FISH till it jumps out of the water /:
12:00 am
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
HAHA! haven blog for yearss.
hmmmm, lets see.
firstly
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JANNIZA! haha
sorry i think im so late ):
anw anw,
check this out! :D
12:27 am
Thursday, January 03, 2008
ALRIGHTS!
A BRAND NEW YEAR,
A BRAND NEW START.
shan't be a emo kid at the beginning of the year!
A busy start of the year i would say.
Many transition in this year of my life.
Hope I can cope with all of them with God's help! :)
Lots of projects to be done,
School work, Open house, Bazaar,
Ministry work to do,
Youth Alpha, NEW PCG, NEW partners,
Upcoming FDC,
and settling my kiddies with their new environment and challenges.
hahaha
and from March onwards,
brand new environment,
stepping into the working world, quite excited about it though,
despites of worries and fears,
how to really settle my kiddies?
really a hard qn.
sorry cant promise any of you right now if i will stay or leave.
i will see where God leads me to.
okies, aside with that.
my new resolutions for the year 2008! :)
-Spend time daily with God and keeping accountable
-Spend quality time with my family and friends
-Study hard and do my best in academics and work
-Waking up early and on time for school
-Grow spiritually, prevent stagnant growth, trust God in the good/bad times
-Exercise and keep fit
-Encourage others, motivating others that cross my path in the year 2008
-Trusting God in bringing someone to Christ
-Grow stronger in my relationship with my friends
-Do my best to avail myself to help and go thru the entire of 2008 with people
7:02 pm
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
everyone is prepared for a brand new year.
except
me.