10:14 pm
Sunday, July 22, 2007
sigh, guess im a total failure.im sad. im so disappointed in myself. totally.
12:09 am
Sunday, July 15, 2007
if you didnt know, let me tell you.
ImdisappointedthatI'mactuallysonotimportanttoyou.
Maybeitsbcuzihavetoohighhopesintheveryfirstplace.
Maybimeannthtoyou.nthatall.
4:13 am
Sunday, July 08, 2007
RAHHHH.
blogger dun love me. and my duno how long post that i type for weeks only left the beginning!
nvm. it shall continue to b under construction till i retype all over again. ): sorry everyone!
3:53 am
A DEDICATION TO THE FRELLIES.guess i have procrastinated enough DAYS and i just have to get this going.
sorry for being the slowest cuz there's so much projects to do.
since everyone has a three and a half years of story to tell,
i have MY story that lasted for only one and a half year to tell.
everything started and changed my life since the Dec of 2005, and thats when the new journey of a VI begins.
going thru that camp, i learned many things that i will nv forget for life.
and soon after that was the awaiting of the POC and then deployment.
during then, i always wanted to return back to my sec sch as a VI, since that's where everyone blossom and grow the most. but due to some reasons given, many of us had to go. A few schs listed, queenstown, guangyang and lastly, CRESCENT. Schools without a VI then. During then we had 3 active male and 2 females VIs while the rest taking their A's and army break. And it is only allowed for females VIs to go down to a girl's sch as a VI, the choices were left 2.
I knew it had to be me. I know there isnt much of a choice any longer.
At that moment when I agreed to b a CRESCENT VI, i know, my life is no longer the same anymore.
soon after deployment, I stepped into crescent as a VI since March 2006.
everything there was just so different.
totally different from the environment i grew up in.
i know everything had to start from scratch again,
and as im slow, and i guess i just cant accept the fact of a total new environment,
i took very long to adapt and analysis,
i took almost 3 mths to decide on what i should do next.
and this started the journey with this batch 06/07, the frellies.On the day, when i met this girl,
(guess i dun need to mention name, she will know this herself)
My life as a VI in crescent was transformed.
as my brother knew bertha's batch and was very curious about how crescent was lyk,
somehow, they agreed to let him come, bet there was lots of unwilling-ness.
Still remembering that it was some activity that they were having games.
and this girl, somehow fell down and got her knee injured.
if i didn't remembered wrongly, she once told me that she got pushed/banged by this squadmate of hers.
and then guess my bro was too bored so he ask this lousy ME, to go dress her wound.
and so i did. BET TO HER, IT WAS THE LOUSIEST WOUND DRESSING SKILLS SHE WILL EVER SEE/EXPERIENCED.
she seems to be very scared of me. HAHA and she was tembling with fear.
but that lousy gauze, or rather my skills, drop off lyk less than 5 mins i guess. /:
and then my bro said to me, "hey! that girl looked lyk she has lots of potential to become the next chairman! haha, go and groom her to b one then!"
guess this line left me a huge impression on her and i tot so too! HAHA, somehow if u realised, whatever my bro ask me to do, i will do it./: HAHA so yes! i decided to get to know this girl. since they will be stepping up soon anyway. (bet she mus b thinking im cock-eyed or something when i told her)
then i got to know this girl, knowing that she has a LOUSY, LOW SELF-ESTEEM vi, still remembering her sms that day telling me that CRCU APPRECIATES ME, stayed with me throughout my year in crescent and even till now, it is still saved in my phone. I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS LINE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. thanks so much. :D there are many much more, and this was jus the beginning.
next, she introduced this small girl in her squad to me. and the only impression i had of this small girl then was - yuheng ma'am's fav sec 3 girl. hahaha. cuz yuheng ma'am always talks abt her and told me her sec 1 story of having her earstick stucked i her ears and she cried. (mayb she would kill me for bringing this up =X) but yuheng ma'am said she was so cute then. HAHA so yup! my only impression of her then. then knowing her thru msn, then i realised she is actual very nice despite her DAO face that i wun forget./: haha. and somehow this girl doesnt seems to lyk to open up or talk to STRANGERS lyk me then. and her favourite phrase saying that im retarded and "YOUR CADET!". oh yes! thanks to this little girl then, thats how FISHBEANCURD comes about yea? i will never forget for life.
guess i made the two of them, their lives so difficult then. having to face all they NO-THEY-SHOULDN'T-TALK-TO-ME! lines haha, and yet have to entertain me. Im so sorry abt all that you two have to go thru. haha.
this went on till i got to know 3 other of her squadmates thru ULP
as i know its nt easy going thru ULP, so i kinda tried to encourage them but guess its kinda useless. HAHAHAHA
somehow, they are just soooooooooo OUTSTANDING :D during ULP that i keep hearing their names everywhere. and then, the most outstanding one that i keep hearing her name over and over and over again, till VI come and ask me for her HP number! hahaha! and i guess thats how our conversation started bah.HAHA. so i mus thank the VI oso. hahaha (: somehow she is just toooo attractive and she attracts everyone's attention everywhere. hahaha. this forever so positive gal, asking me to CHEER UP! :D, btw thats her favourite phrase, has brought me lots of joy and laughter. even throughout the year till today, whenever im down, she nv fails to pick me up and she always understand how i feel. Without her, I wun be who i am today.
back to my story, what about the other 2 ULP peeps? haha. so through that same VI, i got to know this other 2 girls too. one super bubbly, always telling me how GLAM and STUDIOUS she is all the time, the other is HYPER and CRAZY! always saying im SIAO. haha. dun see her so looking so tough and everything, she's very emotional! she can cry so much watching a movie. haha, so cute right! lol. anw, she has been very serious at work, great figure head for her cadets! still remember once she cried when punishing her cadet, and i ask if she was fine. her reply for me was so mature okay! :D she said that it is her fault for nt teaching the cadets well. im so proud of her that she is so mature! very good very good! :D
AH! back to the GLAM and STUDIOUS girl. She is definitely one of the QUIETEST in her whole squad. HAHAHA. always being sooooo GLAM, using her turbo fans! hahaha. she still got even more turbo ones okay! using her skirt! HAHA. but nvm! at least she brings lots of joy to everyone right?! im sure she is proud of herself being one! HAHA. but i mus say! you know she is super good at her words all the time! haha. i wun forget the time when we walk ard the sch many times, and all that she said to me, every word she said, it really touches my heart. all the sms-es she send, always takes up many sms space in my inbox! HAHA but really, it makes u melt. (: HAHAHA so i can sayyyy, that im so fang xin, seeing all of you so sensible, so mature SOMEHOW despite HAHA.
next on the list that i got to know! the 6th frelly! none other than the SEXAYE-EST of all. i know that she was very popular among the sec 4s back then, hot favourite okay! haha. was some super big shot on the proposed committee! thus i decided to see whats so special of this girl, this SEXAYE MAMA! and she ah, always say i bully her, more lyk she bully me okay! hahaha. many a times when i feel discouraged, shes always a great encouragement to me. im glad that i got to know her. (: still remembering a time when they had conflict over FDC, she cried when she was talking to me. her words jus depicts her passion for red cross so much! i wun forget that line i once told you, i am so proud of you always!
3:18 pm
Sunday, July 01, 2007
HAHA!
im the slowest in posting.
I MUST TYPE FASTER!