3:50 pm
Friday, March 30, 2007
THANKS KEVIN!:D
THANKS CHISHAN!:D
THANKS SIS! :D
THANK YOU EVERYONE! :D
i know you are waiting for my reply.
just give me more time.
3:48 am
Thursday, March 29, 2007
JIAYOU JOANNE!
YOU CAN DO IT!(:
CONGRATS AGAIN! :D
THE LORD IS FAITHFUL!
DESPITE THE SETBACKS WE FACE IN LIFE,
LETS NT BE DISCOURAGED!
CAUSE HE HAS HIS PLANS FOR US IN LIFE!(:
to all of you who are disappointed by the news,
that we are no longer going to perform for A&PC anymore,
CHEER UP!:D
cuz i know, no matter what!
in my eyes,
you all are the best!
3:39 am
devastated
sigh.
i feel so sad.
i feel that im such a failure.
cause i just broke the hearts of many):
im sorry
(if you know im referring to you)IM REALLY REALLY SORRY.):
if i had neglected
youif i had not been talking to
youif i had not cared enough for
youif what i am doing now, hurts
youif
you felt im no longer the same anymore
i sincerely apologise.
IM SO SORRY.sorry that i haven been taking time out to spend time with
yousorry that my actions/behaviour made
you felt neglected
to the stage that
you think i love
you no longer.
sorry for everything.
no matter how much
you think/feel that everything has change
and is no longer the same anymore
i just want to say
don't say that i love you no longer.
bcause
I STILL DO.
in the past.in the present.in the future.
it hurts to hear that line.i promise.
i will make you not feel this way again.
i promise.
give me a chance.
YOU GOT THE BEST PART OF MY HEART.
you dun understand.its not what you think it is.life hasnt been easy.everything is so fast-paced.busyness surrounds everyday of my life. not that i dunwant to, its time dun allow me to.im really stuck.im really tired.have you thought/understand how i feel?
sigh.okay.i know its just an excuse.i know its all my negligence.i will change for the better.
10:05 pm
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Lord we ask of u this day,
Come and heal our land.
Knit our hearts together,
That your glory might be seen in us.
Then the world will know,
That Jesus Christ is Lord!
2:30 am
Friday, March 23, 2007
bertha's bday!
thanks kevin!
haven been free to reply you.
and i know u visit here so, THANKS ALOT!
im fine le (: i believe. heh.
yesterday was bertha's bday! (:
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY :D!!two days ago, mummy brought sis, me and yuming
along with auntie and her pastor.
to share the gospel with my uncle in the hospital!
i think that sharing the gospel in chinese is just so WOW!
haha. just lyk when i went to dorcas church tt time.
it just gives the very qing qie feeling. haha
and YAY!
my uncle, the 2 beds beside him, accepted CHRIST! (:
super COOL okay! heh.
i think listening to the pastor's prayer made me learn alot. haha
:D :D :D
though there are many many things to do.
and are left undone.
i know!
He will carry me through!
He will never give me too much tasks that i cannot handle! (:
i will persevere and find STRENGTH in Him!
let not my will, but Yours be done.
1:05 am
Monday, March 19, 2007
what's wrong?
I feel sad.i dunno why.
its just that.
i feel overwhelmed by sadness.
sighs.
can someone tell me.
what's wrong with me.
i just talked to a few pple.
they made me realised.
EVERYTHING hasn't ended.
its just another BEGINNING.
sighs. and i feel so lost.
what is my next approach?
i feel so demoralised.
after recalling.
after hearing from them.
Father, teach me Your ways oh Lord.
Show me the way.
i feel like crying again.
cant believe i actually have such a feeling.
i mean i dun or really seldom cry.
and i injured my lousy poor finger.
its s painful jus now that i felt like crying.
haha. guess something weird is going on within me.
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with you?
What's wrong with them?
What's wrong with everything?
11:49 pm
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
He is Faithful!
God is Faithful! (:
hearing the good news today,
I KNOW.
it is all not possible without Him.
thankyou Father for your showers of blessings!
thankyou for everything you provide for us!
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
NOW AND FOREVER!<33
3:32 am
Monday, March 05, 2007
monday blues?
hmm.
monday blues?
or thank God its Monday! :D
happy or sad?
lotsa things that i need to do tml le.
hopefully i will do it dilligently.
jiayou!
and lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINER!:Dhope you enjoyed your bday(:
4:14 am
Sunday, March 04, 2007
a dream
oh! i had this strange dream.
i could remember it so clearly when i woke up.
but now. quite a bit is gone.
though its weird, but it seemed so real.
mayb there is some meaning behind it.
so i decided to blog it down b4 i totally forgot abt it.
i couldnt remember how and why.
but i got to know this new friend!
and guess what, its a horse?!
and i got to know this new friend very well.
cause this friend really cared for me.(:
then dunno how. my poor horse friend got injured. ):
badly injured. i still remember is a bigg slash cut on its neck and back. (of a horse)
and i dunno how this horse friend jus suddenly became a human! /:
hahaha. and cox my poor friend is badly injured.
IT/HE/SHE is dying )':
i still remembered my friend's name and face when i woke up!!
but now, cant remember le):
but its a unique name. not commonly found de.
so surprisingly, i dun think i heard of such a name b4!
and i dunno anyone with such a name
oh and i know we were in some other country
cox the medical facilities quite lousy de.
that's why and eventually, my poor friend died.
i was so sad okay.
when i woke up at 8. i still feel sad okay. ):
feel so real but its so unrealistic. oh well.
dunno what went thru my mind anyway.
then back to slp. and i had another dream! /:
but i totally forgot abt it now.
): sighs. poor memory these days.
but i know its another dream that feels so real again.
random-ness:
just had a super longgggg chat just now.
HAHA. jiayou!you can do it!(:
im sure she will be touched! trust me(:
my SIXTH SENSE is quite accurate this time :DD
ahahahaha. and its 1 mth more.
oh man. time really flies.
okay! off to dreamland again.
mayb another interesting and weird dream again.
who knows.
nights everybody.
11:47 pm
Friday, March 02, 2007
its a happy day
Today is Friday! :D
and today is a happy day! (:haha. firstly!
i went to paya lebar in the early afternoon to have lunch at some restaurant!
me and my bro were the youngest there OKAY!
hahaha. its supposed to be some senior citizen gathering HAA!
YUM YUM. i ate GOOD food.
heh, there's yu sheng, SHARKSFIN, chicken, fish, prawns, lotus rice, red bean soup.
i cant remember. =X
then.. it was the release of 'A's!
haha. i feel quite pathetic suddenly. /:
like nt much friends taking results.
seems lyk the only person i know is yuming. HAHA
hahaha. when i ask yuming, "hows was it?!"
she was like,"erm i went up the stage. :D"
hahaha. wah smart girl right! lyk 230+ pple go up the stage in ACJC. hah
(: YUMING THAT SMART GIRL
she got 3 Dist leh! :DD AAAB! (dun mind me telling everyone :D must be happy about it!)
im so proud of you! :D
WELL! CONGRATS YUMING!! :DDYOU DID WELL! ;)must thank God also! (: for answering prayers!
errm.. i met so many pple today!
my old pri and sec sch frens! (:
my juniors! x)
my church frens! :D
andd i get to sleep in the afternoon HAH!
its a happy thing okay! (:
hmm..and i enjoyed PCGL retreat today!
dunno why. (:
i miss church too!
oh! and i think i was too high and starting calling pple. haha
sorry to all those whom i disturbed =X heh
overall today was jus a happy day! guess i was too high. haha
and im too high to slp. /: tml got to wake up early! ahhhh.
OH YES!
and.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEJING!:DDdon't be so sad le!
Stay happy yea!
Its a happy day,
and I thank God for the weather.
Its a happy day,
and im living it for my Lord.
Its a happy day,
and things are gonna get better.
Living each day by the promises of God's Word! (:
11:40 pm
Thursday, March 01, 2007
sorry for my laziness.
had a strong urge to blog jus now but i didn't.
cox i dunwan to have too many sad posts.
well, though its still saddening.
and i haven really get over it.
bcox i really feel sad that after spending so much time
and putting in effort,
NOT only mine, but with the many people ard,
ALL their help and effort,
its all down the drain ):
im so sorry to all who help me in one way or another.
ALSO! i really hope that it will work
and that it will be meaningful and impactful.
and that they ALL ccan learn something from it.
its my first and last.
its my one and only.
all i
want is to try.
all i
hope is it will work.
all i
need is a chance.
but sighs, im nt even given that chance. ):
but i must say,
thankyou JOYCE! for everything you said to me just now
they meant so much (:
thankyou BERTHA! for deciding to go with me tml (:
thankyou YUHUA! for trying to cheer me up with chishan's fav line haha (:
thankyou RUITING! for your nonsense that made me smile (:
thankyou XINER! for trying to cheer me up too! (:
thankyou ERASER! lol new name for you. since u are PENCIL's friend. (: hahaYES YOU! INCLUSIVELY PRETTY, HAHA! thanks alot too!
thanks ALL your effort is appreciated! ;D
thanks to everyone who cared!
thanks to everyone who encouraged me!
i shall be happy for you all cared (:
and appreciates (:
but im afraid i will fail to be when it happens AGAIN tml
and xueli! get well soon! :D
dun keep trying to fall sick okay!
thanks EVONNE MA'AM for the treat today! (:
i feel like giving up. but i know i wun.
cause i can't bear to do it.
for when the world walks out, YOU are still here for me. :D