11:45 pm
Thursday, September 28, 2006
changed;
i feel that
after living in this world for 17 years,
i have changed alot.
haha. wanted to do a 'MY LIFE' post.
showing the changes of me.
quite interesting right? haha.
but too lazy to find and scan photos.
furthermore.. i hardly took any since lyk pri sch till sec sch..
HAHA!
oh wells.. have to digggggggg for them..
anyway other than physical changes..
i think intellectually, spiritually, emotionally, mentally.
whoa! i think i have been through many roller coaster rides.
haha.
i guess, intellectually.
i have grown stupid-er! lol
still remember the days when i got first in K2 kay!
haha.. and in pri sch..
can get lyk 97, 98, 99, 100 for exams!haha.. shall scan my primary sch results to show you all one day! ;)im so proud of them. haha
and lyk always in the top 2 classes..
till i reach sec 1! HAHA!guess i take things for granted too much!
and i drop classes every single year! haha
from 1b, to 2c, to 3e! haha
but well, this was all under God's plan!
im glad that im in 3e! that i got to take the subjects that i love!
and meet great tchers and friends! (:
then moving on to the next chapter of my life again.. in polytechnic.
struggled so hard to made tt choice.
haha. well and guess what! i didn't do well again..
but its alright! (: im sure gonna work hard next sem!
kevin say.. sometimes God bring us back 1 step.. so we can move ahead 5 steps easier! (:
i guess that was lyk the *ting* bell that rang in me. haha
spiritually..
haha. guess what!
im the first who stepped into a church in my family kay! heh..
but comparing growth... errrrrrr.. =x
haha.. but nvm! shan't compare. everyone has a different path to walk. (:
i guess its wonderful growing up in a methodist school.
thank God that my parents send us to fairfield when they weren't christians then!
haha.. i guess its great being in a christian school as you are well-protected and love! (:
i will definitely send my child back to fairfield! HAHA!
strongly recommend! ;p
quite a sad thing.. can't really remember when i accepted christ.
no one told me its impt kay! haha
but nvm! (: well.. my walk with Him wasn't any fabulous wan compared to many..
and i got closer to Him when i was sec 2.. when i started to attend church again after years.
but after tt was.. dull..
but! i really thank God that He stood by me thru my joy and sorrows!
and till a year ago, i heard his calling.
haha. and yup! here i am today! (:
want hear my testimony? haha. next time yea? haha..
so i mus encourage all my dear frens out there!
i know its not a easy walk!
but im sure, we can all help each other out along the way!!
and it is definitely a wonderful walk, making life easier and better compared to one without Him!
emotionally and mentally..
i guess whoa! this a super big changed one too
haha.. link to many other things..
i was once a quiet, shy little gal.
haha! hard to believe to some pple right?!
the doctor tot i was dumb kay!
actually i was jus too shy to talk to the doctor..
hahaha. so crap! >.<
i think when i was young. i cry alot. haha
but now. aiyo. dunno where this perception got into my head.
that cox me to seldom cry. i mean SELDOM! haha.
but quite a sad thing. haha. cox pple call me heartless kay! haha
i guess the last time i cry was lyk. woah!
ages! haha.. when the tree branch almost kill me. haha.
no la. so exaggerating.
haha.. but yup! yuming!! can u believe it!! haha.. since then..
but horh. recently. i think my perception keeps changing..
haha.. thats the reason why i mus tell you now!
haha.. and i think only la.. haven happen yet. so will seee.. haha
oh oh! this is such an impt post yuming!!
i think i change so much! till its so scary! haha
that that. its lyk 2 years ago. or 1.. and im so different now.
haha
and! bet yuming canot believe it too! haha
many perception has changed! thanks to the influence of pple ard me..
oh my! i have to say.. yuming. if u ask me to take photo with you now.. haha
i guess i will jus take. haha. =x
tsk! ohmytian! dun u think its scary!
hahaha
and erm.. yea alot of things la. can't remember.
haha. and i used to reflect alot.. and i kinda lost it..
but now its back again! /:
scary. haha.. bt im quite glad that im reflective. haha
i guess everything has changed.
im jus a changed person.
i used to be a person who tot that family was my all.
haha. and then as i grow older, friends.
and then God.
haha.. and recently, after the saturdays spent in church.
think that i haven really been spending much time with my family.
haha. :( but im so glad! that i went out with my bro and sis on tues!
its lyk we never or hardly even once or twice that we go out together kay!
must spend more time with them man!!
XUELI! spend more time with ur bro yea? i know u dun lyk it.
but one day. lyk me.. u will realise the imptance of family. (:
everyone should cherish their family members more!
We shouldn’t take them for granted. But really to appreciate them!
We are all perfectly planned to be place in one family! xD
I LOVE THEM ALL! (:
haha.. and im so proud of myself that i was to guai cox i swept the floor and change bedsheet!
haha.. mus persevere!! haha..
i guess.. after working on this..
its time to work on my studies and friends!
After losing my close friend in sec 1..
I really learn to cherish all my friends!
Ahh.. im losing touch with so many now! :(
cannot! must find all my wonderful friends back! (:
and study hard and not slacking!!
haha.. im sure i can balance everything, right?!
-smiles and nods-
haha! yay!
